I don't know if it's harder to explain why you love something, or if it just feels that way, because you become more demanding; you want to be persuasive, make a case. It's easier when you hate something, and you just allow yourself to be flippant and dismissive.
I think it was Freud who said that the secret to a harmonious relationship is for the two people's neuroses to be mutually compatible -- which seems to me like he's saying it's the worst in people that brings them together, when you'd rather believe it's the positive stuff.
But I think I can see the point. It's probably very true that a lot of what drives us to like something (or someone) is motivated by a personal flaw, because that's usually what we must repress within ourselves. It goes unexpressed and is dying to come out. Let's say, for instance, that you're one of those people who likes to talk a lot, to the point where you become a nuisance and a bother. You may learn self-restraint, but that doesn't mean who you are inside has changed. If you're lucky to find someone who could literally hear you speak for hours on end, what used to be a flaw is suddenly a quality. You have this incredible feeling of exhilaration and freedom, like your chains have been broken and you can finally be yourself.
When you think about it, when people fall in love it's common for them to say "With this person I can be myself, I feel appreciated for who I am. I don't have to put on a mask, or to change, or to adapt to his rules, or pretend to be different -- our minds are as one, we want the same things. What my exes hated about me, he valorizes; when I'm with him my limitations are not important. It's like finding myself in this wonderful, magical land where I get to be a super-hero and everything is possible."
A perhaps more accurate explanation for what makes us like someone or something (better than saying it's whatever brings out the worst in us) is to say that we like whatever sets us free -- even if it's just within ourselves, for the duration of a fantasy.
In real life we're not just rejected for our objective flaws -- one can have great qualities that go unnoticed or unappreciated by other people. You could say that one man's poison is another man's honey; that, for sentimental purposes, what really matters is not whether we're objectively good or bad, but we all just have to find our "audience", so to speak. There's an audience for both Mozart and rap music, if they can only find it. But a lot of people spend their lives stuck in an atmosphere where there is no "audience" for the kind of person that they are. To some extent, we all feel a little misunderstood and underappreciated. That's why we feel the need to submerge ourselves in make-belief worlds where we can exist, universes where we imagine that someone with our specific characteristics and limitations could shine brightly and be appreciated. If we happen to find a work of art (a movie, or a book, or a song...) that takes us imaginatively to such a world, we feel the need to revisit it again and again, just to breathe more easily, finding in it a place that feels more like home to us than the real world sometimes.
A useful way to figure why you love something or someone is to ask yourself in what way it sets you free.
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